Friday, December 30, 2005

100 - Its finally a century

a century of what you ask?!.. This is my 100th post on this blog..

and its around the same time that i started blogging in the first place in 2003.. :) funny aint it..

i remember this time so well.. it was nearing new years the day i wrote my 1st blog... it was a slightly depressing time in my life as all decembers were apt to being.. the winter season has always traditionally been one of upheaval and irritation in general for me..

i dont like it.. i love the winters, but the whole upheaval part is something i can live without if you know what i mean.. i dont like psychosomatic stress.. it gives me psychosomatic diahrea.. which is not the nicest thing in the world if you know what i mean..

do you know what i mean.. i mean really.. do you..?
do you even care..
its been two years.. does any care out there..

sighhh... why should you.. what goes of your father anyhow..

as always close to new years i find my self slipping into the past.. reminiscing about the way things were.. and usually i only remembered the good times.. this time round i find myself also facing upto the not so good ones.. the mistakes we've made.. the heartaches we had.. the sadness that sometimes seemed to envelop our very being...

you may have noticed i talk in plural.. it because all my monumental moments in life were usually shared with my friends and family.. when i was little, my cousins were there all along... when i got older, Allah blessed me with some very lovely friends... the ones that were worth keeping are with me still..

I sometimes wonder.. *with this funny headache resounding in my head because i had to face sun exposure this morning, hence resulting in a slightly depressed and headachy state of mind in general... is this what life is supposed to be..

i know.. i know.. i keep coming full circle to this ageless question.. but somethimes i feel its good to sit back and REALLY look at your life and see what its all about.. sometimes when you feel life isnt making sense, dont make excuses for it.. either accept that you've screwed up somewhere and try to fix it.. or dont even think about it and go on as you are..

whats the worst that can happen anyway.. God has already ordained how much money you're going to get on your stay on earth.. and how much food you will eat. does that also mean its already ordained how much fat we'll have on our bodies.. no no no.. ahem.. God has also left the choice of whether or not to exercise upto us.. so inspite of the abundent availability of food, we also have the right to lose the fat.. easier said than done?! I KNOW!!

Personally i think its like a cat and mouse game. or a vicious circle. you eat, you get fat. you dont eat, you get depressed. you eat and exercise, you're a saint. which im not.. plus which when i get fat i also get depressed.. so im seriously screwed.

You have to love Allah Mian though.. hes got his ways.. i cant ever complain i didnt have enough to eat, wear or any scarcity of electronic gadgetry (my three main reasons for being).. i can however complain about the abundance of certain negatives in my life.. none of which i will mention..

some venting doesnt need to recorded on public blogs :)

oh well.. i'll be back.. i'll go crawl under my rock for a few days till i can come back out with my head in order.

tudeloo darlins

Princess of the GemWorld



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Thursday, December 22, 2005

The hyposcrisy of it all

I was seething with anger and suppressed rage yesterday..

someone we once knew had the gall to call up someone else we know and actually had the audacity to complain that they werent included in the significent occassions of our lives.

I have no time or energy to waste on individuals who donot know even the most fundamental basics of ... ANYTHING...

This is a message and its loud and clear. Certain people in this world DONOT EXIST on the periphery of our existance. They shouldnt have existed ever.. it took us a while to wisen up to it. But now that we have, its not a lesson we will easily forget.. Stop calling our friends and aquaintances and complaining that you have been wronged because you werent made a part of something.

You werent made a part because you werent wanted. You werent required. You donot exist. Life goes on.

And you started it. We didnt end things. We in our sublime idiocy believed that all people are inherently good. Well now we know better. Some people are plain evil. And its best to stay away from them.

We dont want to know you. We dont want to associate with you. We dont want you to know how we are, where we are, or what the hell we are doing.

We are happy living our lives and its not our fault that you have a screwed up existence and no friends to call your own that you have to go around calling up people and complaining about being left out of the lives of people that you intentionally havent spoken, associated with or kept up any appearances with for the past 5 years and running.. And Thank God Almighty, we are all the better for it..

we are happier and content without the constant speculation, judgement, bullshit, bitchiness and politicizing that we had to deal with in your presence.

We wish you all the best in your own hole in the world. Good riddance.

Hasta lavista..

Princess of the GemWorld

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

My life as a slave

Thats what i am.. a corporate slave ... sigh

for all our high handed notions of grandeur that we all aspire towards at the end of the day.. thats what we are.. sighhhhhh..

theres no positive or negative to it.. its just a sorry fact of life and something that must be accepted with whatever bitterness or resignation to fate thats required...

my matchmaking efforts arent progressing with any efficiency.. contrary to my expectations no one actually wants any help. everyone seems to be quite content in their little existences and dont really want any help in trying to change their marital status..

sigh.. i was so looking forward to having some sense of achievement by helping along our Lords work but it seems these lowly mortals just dont seem to get it.

its not that tough trying to give someone a chance. i mean you dont have to marry the first person you meet, but atleast meet them. At the very least it would be an educational experience about whats out there and what to avoid.

Theres only so much nature can do... the rest is up to the individuals.. no?

anyway.. the weathers getting colder by the day. i cant seem to figure out what to do.. its soo cold i cant drag myself out of the double blankets i encase my self in each night.. brrrr.. by the morning when you're as warm as toast, you really dont want to get out and face the morning chill..

i gotta go.. me and my fwiendsy anie are going to have kachoris at the minigolf cause they have really awesome kachoris..

cheerios

Princess of the GemWorld

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Monday, December 05, 2005

Matrimonial Services

I have decided to help propagate the human race and offer my services in the highly sawaab worthy enterprise of matchmaking.

Now what should i name my little endeavor?!...

i though of "Made in Heaven".. but then it seemed too corny and considering the current success rates you never know...
so to think of something... i am starting a separate blog page just for this purpose.

"Practical Cupid"

Anyone who wants to be under great confidentiality matched, kindly send in your particulars via the blog and you will be replied to in case a match is made. Only seriously shareef people who are having issues meeting "person right" should even bother. otherwise its a waste of time.

Also i think that unless the applying individuals have parents that are open to them waltzing in one day with their chosen significant other on their arm, they should refrain from walking down this path.

Also please note, vis this service the interested parties will only be provided one, MAXIMUM TWO chaperoned visitations. Post the initial introduction you're on your own. Sink or swim.. its your deal. the end.

the blog name is practicalcupid.blogspot.com

There are no guarantees. There are no guarantees to life.. take a risk, be open minded, leave your judgements at the door and see what the world holds..

:) wow thats great text.. im using this as an intro on the page. :)

cheerios

Princess of the GemWorld

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