Friday, February 19, 2016

Dichotomy

Have you ever seen labyrinth?

The one thing it teaches you is that no one has any power over you. Your actions, your thoughts, your will.

No one controls u; what you do or your actions. U cant say they made me do it; the devil tempted me; it was God's will. You cant use peer pressure or divine intervention to push aside the blame onto other forces.  God's will extends to the situation u found yourself in or the test he puts you through. But what you do in that situation or test is on you. Free will! Man is the only creature on earth to be granted free will.. and with that stuff comes great responsibility!

I carry heaven & hell within me...
I am both the spawn of the devil & a child of the Almighty...
Like the fire... glowing a cool blue one instance & a raging red the next...
What shall prevail?...

The phases of the sun

Yesterday was an exceptional day. The sunrise was a masterpiece that the Almighty unveiled in beautiful degrees... rightfully concerned that the exceptional glory of that particular sunrise would be too much for the world at large to take in one fell dose.

Its started with the dim twilight giving way to the rosy hues of the first delicate streaks of dawn. The horizon slowly became imbued with the rust and gold glow of the first light of day...

The sun was lazy in its advance.. stretching its red gold rays in the sky.. painting a puff of creamy clouds a beautiful crimson heralding the day to come...

The clouds gave them selves up to be dyed into the glorious hues by the sun... changing every second to become the canvas for yet another wonder defying landscape.

After a sufficiently lazy beginning, the sun started gradually raising its sleepy head out from behind the clouds, hesitently releasing streaks of gold that shot up to the sky from behind the burj creating a mind blowing cascade of glitering gold sparkling into the sky.

All that and istecanat elaichi chai...  gotta love it !!

As they say a picture is worth a thousand words. Here are seven...

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

The Food lover blog

U gotta love tumblr 😊

The "Life is like a box of chocolates" blog

Lol... i went tumblring and found soo much profound stuff on chocolate and food that i have to share 😊😊😊

Friday, February 12, 2016

Wee musings

M: look mama that looks like the white house
F: you know what the white house is...??
M: yes its where michelle obama lives
F: YOU KNOW WHO MICHELLE OBAMA IS??
M: yeah she was in penguins of madagascar
F: ??!! Michelle obama was in the PENGUINS OF MADAGASCAR?!
M: yeah and in doc mcstuffins
F: * starting to sound like a broken record. Michelle obama was in DOC MCSTUFFINS?!?
M: yeah.. and she lives in the white house... you know some people say she lives in the Light house...
F: ?!?! Why?
M: * matter of factly.. because light and white rhyme mama..
F: of course they do little one 😊

Musings

Conversations in the clouds:
X: so what would you do if your friend started liking a guy you liked?
Y: do i love her? Does she have a piece?
X: yeah..
Y: i'd let her have him.
X: why?
Y: because i can survive alone.

X: ** expression of disbelief

X: What if she just uses him and dumps him?
Y: thats their lot in life then.
X: but why would u do that to him?
Y: the assumption is that i dont know how he feels about me. So it wont matter.

X: why ru so sacrificial?
Y: *smiles. Its not sacrifice. Its self preservation. Its lower risk to let her have him.

X: what if u liked me? Would u let me go? Sacrifice?
Y:*smiles wider... u dont belong to anyone. So technically it cant be a sacrifice. You can only sacrifice what you own... no one owns you.

X: humph..

The glory of God

Xxx

Boxes

😊 we live in boxes. Some of our own making and some of others... sometimes we segment ourselves and most time the world endeavors to do it for us. Either way is limiting and an exercise in futility. There IS no boxing the human spirit.

No matter how organized the human mind seeks to become, it will never be able to sort each piece of rhe universe into its relevant hole.

Tuesday, February 02, 2016

The Law of Averages

And into each life must come some strife....

And thus did the Almighty ordain the destinies of his people will be mapped. Through trial and tribulation... through the eye of the storm... the character shall be shaped.. the essence will be discovered... heaven and hell will be distributed.

I don't want strife. I don't want to be tested.. i don't want a trial by fire. I just want to be. I want to be left alone. I don't want to battle evil. I don't want to be a hero. I just want to be...

Why is that unacceptable? Why?

Its not necesary for EVERYONE  to have to prove their worth. There should be a place in heaven for those that just "didn't". Didn't do anything. No wrong... no right... neutral. Like switzerland. Neutrality counts!!

I just want to be.

Maybe in stasis. Just floating. Through the mass consciousness of this dimension... not really creating a ripple. Somewhere on the periphery... silently passing through..  leaving no recollection or footprint.

Nothing wrong with that. We can't ALL be memorable. I don't WANT to be memorable. Being forgotten is not a bad thing. It just means that no one owns a piece of you... no one will think of you... whether good or bad... no one will turn to you in need or joy. No one.

It will be a lonely, isolated numb existence. But..... there will.be  NO pain...  it'ĺl be a numb feeling. That may not be a bad thing.

Sigh i will take a nap....